Flawless, I woke up like this.
I know it has been a while but I was on another project lately, so I didn’t have time. Indeed, as I always say I write for fun, when I am in a mood.
What I have been doing lately: being myself and celebrating my 30th anniversary. Yes, you heard it 30th birthday.
30th, ouch!!! I am getting older but to be truthful with you I am ok with that
Because I am feeling fantastic
30th, I love it already
'Cause at this age you know more about what you want in life
And Yes, I love myself more and more everyday
I will make mistakes but I am ok with that
For me, it will be another possibility to grow and to remind myself of my own weakness
I will have doubts sometimes but I am ok with that
My perfect imperfections make me who I am: flawless and fierce
I will try to be myself everyday
Yes, I am far too old to be anyone else
I will try to be the best of me
Won’t be easy everyday but it’s a work in progress
Another thing I realized over the years is that I, as a woman, have all the power
Saying No whenever I don’t feel ready
No when I don’t feel comfortable
No when one idea doesn’t fit my value
But rather most of the time we ended up
Saying Yes just to please somebody else instead of pleasing ourselves
Yes just to fit with what society might think
Yes because at my age I should have done this or that
But Guess what: I decide to stay true to myself and to not compromise my beliefs
Yes, I said it, we as women have all the power, so why do some give themselves for the wrong reason?
I saw men telling a ton of lies just to sleep with girls
I saw men changing their religion just to sleep with a specific girl
I saw men multiply partners just to sleep with girls and as a result we as a woman end up with
- Sexually transmitted disease
- Self-esteem issues
- Trust issue
I plead guilty for that too, for believing of all these lies.
Now, I say stop to the foolishness, stop to the self destructive behavior.
And yes to the self love, to enjoy life every time and thanks to God who allowed me to live another year.
Another thing I realized is that everything is possible through hard work
Who would have imagined 10 years ago that I can read a book in English or write in English? Hell no!!!
Even me I would have said: Are you kidding me?
When you want something, put yourself in it and it would work.
It won’t be easy but I guarantee it is worth the try.
Last thing, but not least, is that beauty comes in all shapes
And when you are confident the rest will come.
I’ve never seen myself as an attractive woman but over the years I learn to love me the way I am: Fat and Fabulous
So for these reasons, I won’t let anybody dim my sparkle
Diana, a girl who loves life